Okay. I admit it. I’m lost today. Sleep did not come to me very easily last night. I’ve been up since 3:00 a.m. trying to figure out just where I am, where I want to go, and how I can get there.
Is it Just Me? Oh, My Gosh! It Was!
The problem comes in that I’m trying to learn to do so many things that I find I’m not doing any of them as well as I like. Yep, I’m a type A–gold sealed in fact. I have the badge to prove it.
Right now, I’d like to crawl in a hole. What I need to do is go out into the yard and begin to pull those dreaded weeds that have taken up residence over night. Yes, I know we needed the rain. I’m not one to complain about rain. It’s just the overcast clouds are adding to my doom and gloom!
“Where’s my wine when I’m whining?” I call out in frustration.
“It’s 9:30 in the morning. Your going to drink now?” Myself asked.
“Yes. If I could get away with it. But, in my heart, I know it wouldn’t help. What I need is music.”
“What kind of music?” Me turns on the stereo.
“Pandora. Or Sirius Spectrum. How about some The Head & The Heart or Coldplay or First Aid Kit?”
The music begins to play (Click to listen to my playlist).
Ah. I slip into the moment where my soul begins to relax. I’m at peace. With no sleep, I find that me, myself, and I have a hard time coping with the world sometimes.
Life is good. I’m focused now. I can get back to it. Oh, did I mention that I didn’t get any wine, but I did get some chocolate! Yum!